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Tuesday, February 14, 2012

I Wanna Grow Old With You

First of all I wanna thank to you so so sooo much! This has been the best 11 months of my life. Thank you so much for making me so damn happy, and choosing me out of all the girls in the world. It means so much to me. I love you more than anything but I love my family more especially my mommy (hehehehehe).You make things easier when life get hards,you really do. You’ve helped me through so much. Thank you for everything. Thank you for making life worth it.

You don’t know how badly I want this. THIS kind of love that never dies out. I don’t wanna be the grumpy old wife who yells at their husband all the time or ignores him giving the silent treatments.



 I wanna be the old wife who loves their husband more than she loved him yesterday.

 I want to be able to laugh with him,


 hold hands in the park,


have a wheelchair race,


take pictures of each other,


give him old smoochy kisses, and just cuddle in bed.


 I want to be able to tell him I love him more and more each day.


 And if he were deaf, I’d want to write it out on a giant poster with lots of colors, so I could place it somewhere he would lay eyes on it every hour.



I want to die old, happily in love with you
FOREVER


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Friday, February 10, 2012

F.R.I.E.N.D


Well hello hye bloggies … lamenye ku tidak menghupdate blog nih . Lately mmg busy dgn test , assignment and some group discussion…kadang-kadang xbusy pon tapi BRAIN nih x HARDCORE nak menjana idea y power2 tuk di-interprept kan dalam blognye version nih …

Bulan January dah habessss yeay ! ! ! ..dah masuk second weeks of feb dah pun kejap je mase berlalu kan? Dalam masa sebulan tuh macam-macam boleh terjadi .. tentang hati,perasaan …. Kadang-kadang kita cube sembunyikan masalah dengan gelak kuat-kuat , senyum je 24 jam over react bile tgk movie kelakar macam orang giler je kan ? saya lah tuh …tapi semua tuh di panggil sebagai DIVERTIONAL THERAPY di mana kite meng-divert-kan fikiran kita untuk tidak fikir tentang masalah yang selalu mengganggu kita ataupun kesedihan yang meruntun hati ini lah …senang cakap ….

Do you ever think that you will lose somebody that always be with you all the time?,have you ever imagine that one day they will be a stranger in your life..? you even can’t look on their  face , but it’s not because of you hate them but it’s because of you feel that they are someone else in your life. Do you? I never imagine if that things happen to me.But it did happen to me. Haaaiisshhhh (long sigh) what am I going to do ? tell me bloggies ………

Friendship are just like a relationship but what make this two things a little bit different is … people will not say “I broke up with my friend” they will just say “I fight with my friend”….isnt it? . Friendship is about forgiveness.How many times your friend hurt you,you still will forgive and forget the mistake and move on.That’s why friendship is more last longer than relationship.Of course in order to make a last longer relationship, we must think in other perception. Sudah melalut nih ……

I know im not a good friend hahahaha ( gelak jap )or I can say I don’t know how to be a good friend. Hurmmmmm actually I don’t really like to have many friend.For me I just need a friend who can stay with me,understand me,cry with me, hug me when I say im ok well actually im not ..denial di situ,the one that I can share my problems and the most important is boley tahan saya membebel hahahaha hobi para wanita ….. perempuan memang suka membebel kan … kalo tak membebel bukan perempuan lah kan hahahha ….. but the most important things is be honest with me….

Maybe I’m not a good friend for you I don’t even visit you when you were admitted in the hospital, that’s because I don’t know… if I have an ability to invent a time machine I would stay with you while you were in the hospital,company you  over the night but I can’t …maybe it’s sound sarcastic but what  do you see me from the outside is sarcastic. The clock is still running,the earth is still spinning on its orbit.I cant go back to the past……People always talking back about you but I don’t care that is their problems with you nothing to do with me…you are still my friends.I know you more than them but I am very disappointed  with you when you are telling me the wrong things over n over  eventhough you know I know the truth. My dear friends , I never underestimate on you..I am friends with you as what you are ..You know how I am, I wouldn’t  show you how much I care for you …but I did ….

Friend do you still remember when the first tyme we slept on the same bed?( on my bed) you woke me up just because you can't slept and you were asking my permission to sleep over with me.The first nasi goreng sardin that you made for me when I was hungry..and I still remember when you were nagging at me because of my bed was messy. And ada lagi .......

Friend if you think by deleting all the memories is the best thing for you then go ahead..that’s your right but to me I wouldn’t,because memories are the one that make the friendship is very valuable. And if you are wondering whether you are still my friend, I will answer yes …. Good Luck




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Monday, January 16, 2012

~LiFe wIlL ALwaYs Be A joUrNey~



winter break!!!ok its maybe last 2 weeks but its never to late to share! It's really frustrating when your paper was the last and yeah its really sucks when you have to study all alone but hey, I just finished my first semester and survived!!!! Lepas exam ape lagi bercutilah kan..ke mana?

LAS VEGAS, SAN FRANCISCO, LOS ANGELES, and SAN DIEGO


 
MCARREN AIRPORT, LAS VEGAS

yup winter break kat Las Vegas. Well, actually nak pergi program Mukatamar, which is an Islamic program held by Malaysian and Indonesian society here in US. Sampai awal dari program jadi kami by kami I mean Uzair, Ahmad, Faris, Rashid, Bean, Kabon, Muaz, dan Khairi menginap di Americas Best Value Inn. Mcm hotel Seri Malaysia kat sini. But sebelom tu saya dgn bean kena tggl sbb tiket kami lambat dari yg lain and yeah kami berdua sahaja yg naik flight ke Detroit utk tukar flight ke Vegas. sangat letih dan bosan. Nasib atas flight ada wifi. 

Sampai je hotel tggl barang tros kuar jalan2 n cuba I found my favourite place, ARCADE. and PUMP IT UP.  

tggu apa memang menari x igt dunia laa. But the best part is time tengah main tetiba a group of KOREAN CHICKS datang and one of them actually give me a chocolate bar. YEAH!!! YOU"VE READ IT RIGHT. Pics or its never happened? I'll show you.


owh yeah I score 3 that time. up high!!!

ok so back to the place, its really amazing there the architecture, the people, the lights, the cars, everything. And you can even get a girl by just one phone call and she will be deliver to your door, that explains why it's known as THE SIN CITY.

I went to a lot of hotel. Ceasar Palace, MGM, Bellagio, owh if you're a fan of ocean's 13 then you'll know about it. I'm not good with words but I can definitely show some pictures







































damn x reti nak susun gmbr2 ni so jadi panjang. sorry.
and yeah I rode the roller coaster. The best so far. Then I went to Madame Tussauds if that how you spell it. So jadilah saya seorang artis dan artis2 lain semua nk bergambar dgn saya.hehhehe ...







But the best part is we found a HALAL restaurant, KABOB KORNER which is incredibly cheap and we eat there a lot. I ate an actual doublecheese bureger and let me show you how it looks like



seroiusly makanan ni terbaik gila. gambar ni gambar first time mkn situ. kali kedua mmg order dua burger siap2 sebab mmg sangat sedap plus taukeh dia mamak and tau cakap melayu. Well that tells us Mamak really makes great food businesses. Tak lupa jugak INDIAN PALACE yang saya, Uzair, and Che Mokh slalu pegi time lunch sebab dia buffet. Macam biasa tiga pinggan nasi briyani kambing.
2 hari berlalu akhirnya start Muktamar.



x banyak yang saya bole cakap pasal Muktamar sebab dia macam ceramah but optional untuk pegi atau tidak. Plus dapat hotel yang sgt best memang most of the time tido. But slot2 terbahagi kepada general, yaumun nisa', youth, and childrens. Ustaz Habiburrahman El Shirazy is one of the speaker yg ada. you know yg tulis ayat-ayat cinta. Muktamar berlangsung selama seminggu lepas tu jalan2 laa apa lagi.



SAN FRANCISCO

first impression sampai sini sangat banyak kereta and sangat x selesa. Lepas tu kami ke Golden Gate saja nak tengok jambatan yang dlm cter x-men tu. 



lepak kat sini dua hari stay kat Travelodge hotel yg wifi dia mcm chipsmore. Lepas tu meronda area San Fran sampai la bosan baru bertolak ke Los Angeles.

LOS ANGELES

tak banyak benda kat sini except hollywood. yup bergerak ke bukit yg ada signboard yg slalu kita tgk kat tv. Akhirnya saya sndr sampai ke sini.



dekat LA xtau stay hotel mana n x igt pon nama tempat dia. but best jugak yg x bestnya sebab saya x sihat and sakit terok. sakit kepala plus muntah2 mmg x best especially time tgh bercuti.hahaha but overall pegi jugak laa pusing2 kat situ. x lama pon di LA dalam dua hari mcm tu then kami bertolak pula ke San Diego.

SAN DIEGO

Dekat sini paling kejap sebab da nak kena pulangkan kereta sewa. Masuk je area SD teros cari pantai. Subhanallah besar dan agungnya ciptaan Illahi pantai dia memang besar, luas, cantik, and BERSIH. Susah nak jumpa sampah sebab diorg mmg jaga kebersihan. Part tu mmg respect diorg. Maybe diorg gi tandas pakai tisu je but bab kebersihan sekitar mmg nampak terang, jelas dan nyata. Well orang mana tau kita pembersih kalau nampak luar mcm kotor kan? JAGALAH ALAM SEKITAR.



and dalam banyak2 saya tulis ni saya x penah lupa kat awak in fact it's like you were there with me all the time.



SD tu SAN DIEGO in case korg tertanya

Lepas tu kami kembali ke Las Vegas and ada masa sehari sebelom flight. Macam biasa gi menari sampai la penat. Masa berlalu dengan cepat 2 minggu habis dalam sedar x sedar. Ketika kita sedang leka bersuka ria sentiasa ingat masa x pernah tggu sesiapa. One big thing that I learned through those trips is RESPONSIBILITY. Saya pelajari sesuatu yang pasti kita akan alami. 

Be not entangled in this world of days and nights; Thou hast another time and space as well.
Muhammad Iqbal





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Friday, January 13, 2012

Birthday letter to the one and only one



BIRTHDAY WISHES TO MY SPECIAL MAN

Who is my man? ohh there he is . . . you  are my man 
now and forever ...





















Happy 21st Birthday sweetie

 Happy birthday, darling. It’s that time of year again, another candle on your birthday cake. But it’s so much more than that. It’s another year of wonderful memories. Moments of giggles, sly smiles and inside jokes. So many great memories. Sure there were some road bumps along the way too. We had some fights, some good ones in fact. But just think how boring it would be if we hadn’t. Then there wouldn’t be any make up lovin. You know I’m kidding, well sort of.
Baby, I hope you blow out your candles and make a great wish eventhough im not there. I hope it comes true beyond your wildest dreams. I want nothing but good things for you and will work my entire life to make you happy. You are my joy. I look in your eyes each day and feel nothing but love.
 I am so lucky to be loved by you.
I still remember the day i met you, it seems like to be yesterday (sekejap je kan masa berlalu) but already 10 months have passed and we had gone through all the thick and thin together and I'm sure it will be more after this ... My dear sweetie, on your special day I want you to know that you are a very special person to me and I thank GOD everyday for giving me a chance to meet you in this huge world.
This is your first birthday having me in you life isn't it? Dont worry we have so many more birthdays to celebrate. More dreams to make a reality, more memories  scrapbook in our albums. My dream has already come true, I get to spend my entire life with you. So honey, thank you for making my birthday wishes come true and I really hope yours do too.

 Happy birthday, sweetheart.






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Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Our past is what made us,what we are today . . .



In the name of ALLAH, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful , bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

It takes a long time for me to update my blog … im quite busy lately,I got final exam which is I have done it,busy with my assignment and all sort of things lah but the most important is ... I always have time for facebook-ing…hehhehhe… wajib ohh bukak FB hari-hari and of course skype too ;) and now im free….flying like a bird in the air …. Sekarang tengah cuti semester …


In this few months lotsa things that have happened to me, I cant describe all the things right?so I want to be specific in one point only which is THE PAST . That’s our point .


I’d found a quote from somewhere in internet but I dunno this quote is belong to who but I think it is true.And why not I share it with the other people right ?


I think each and everyone of us can say that something has had happened in our past that we either wish didn’t or we wish we could forget.At every point in our life there will always be something,whether it’s big or small,that will try to knock us down in a way.That’s part of life.

”If it wasn’t for the bad things,we could never appreciate when good things happen”.


This quote to me is very inspirational BECAUSE I can admit that there are times I do let my past make me bitter.When in fact I should be letting it make me BETTER ! ! So whenever you are having a bad day,or things are on your mind,keep this quote in memory and always remember “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”




But never forget what it taught you!


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